"I've
got a woo in my ear." - Cogito, 1987
Yoko
and Geminica both had quotes by Cogito (a.k.a. Tito, a.ka. P) in their
journal entries for today, and I just had to get in on the action.
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I
recently had occasion to write to Old
Cutter John and say:
I urge you to adopt
a trick that I use frequently - recycling my better writings from discussion
boards, email lists, and private correspondences, and reprinting them
in my own journal where everyone who's interested in my writing will
be able to easily find them. Sometimes (most notably in my recent "Other
Conversations" entry), I've reprinted conversations, or pieces
thereof, more or less verbatim - but just as often, I extract my own
bits from the conversation and doctor them so that they stand on their
own, sometimes with an explanation of the conversational context (as
in my "Judgment"
rant), and sometimes without one (as in the "On
Finding Sane Lovers" essay).
Salvaging all those
bits of writing and rounding them up where they're easy to find might
not seem worth the effort to you, but that's useful information that
I'd love to be able to direct people to more easily. And think of your
fans!
("You've gotta
get an album out, you owe it to the people...")
And by reprinting
it, I'm practicing what I preach.
And here's more of
the same: bits of stuff I've written elsewhere recently...
An exchange with
Argus, after he finally got around to having a look at this journal and
discovering my "Resolution"
post:
Argus:
Jeez, I never knew you posted our email resolution exchange to your
journal. (Does that make me a horrible person?) That's so cool.
Me:
I wasn't about to leave our fans hanging. Especially because within
twelve hours of the original "Horrible Person" post, I got
several emails and two face-to-face conversations from various readers,
offering their opinions of my approach and their predictions as to your
response.
As my habit of posting
both sides of personal correspondences online without warning becomes
widely known among my friends, it will be interesting to see how it
changes the nature of what people write to me. At the very least, it's
likely to encourage a lot more proofreading.
Argus:
I was psyched that I came off looking so good. I'm like the fucking
king of humility.
Screw you, you bastard
- I'm the king of humility.
From my contributions
to a Tribe.net discussion
on "Books that Changed Your Life":
Robert Anton Wilson's
Prometheus Rising changed my life when I read it in my late
teens. On a recent re-reading, I found that some of it now seemed insipid,
dated, and naive, but about 75% of it was still pure dynamite.
Samuel Delany's
Dhalgren changed my life because it was the first book I ever
encountered in which the protagonist's thought processes and perception
of reality bore any resemblance to my own.
An exchange between
me and Saizai, in the LiveJournal
Aikido Community discussion group:
Saizai [posting
to entire community, not to me specifically]:
Given the personal choice and no pressure either way, would you prefer
to wear colored belts denoting sub-dan rank, or only white until black
belt? What reasons on either side? Comments?
(This specifically
is *not* a "what does your dojo do" question, it's a "what
would you most prefer to do" question.)
Me:
Given the personal choice, I would do whatever best served the harmony
of the dojo. Most of the time, in a good dojo, this would mean going
with the stated preference of the instructor, however politely and mildly
that preference was expressed.
If my sense of what
served the harmony of the dojo was at odds with the preference of the
instructor, and conversation with the instructor did not resolve the
conflict for me, I would pray to God for guidance.
If my preference
was at odds with the preference of the instructor, and I couldn't clearly
articulate a very sound reason why my preference better served the harmony
of the dojo than did the preference of my instructor, I would be suspicious
of my own motives, and I would pray to God to bring peace to my discordant
spirit and to grant me humility.
Saizai:
*chuckle* Good answer. Question for you specifically: what are your
reasons for using colored belts in your dojo, especially in light of
your preference against hierarchy?
Me:
My dojo is high-traffic: new people join very frequently, visitors pop
in, and students move out of town and then come back to visit periodically,
or move out of town for a few years and then move back. The colored
belts allow anyone who knows our belt system (which is simple, and is
on the sheet of paper handed out to all newbies) to immediately have
some general idea of the level of their partner. This serves the harmony
of the dojo. It will be even more useful when there are more Aikido
Shusekai dojos, and Shusekai students and instructors visit other Shusekai
dojos.
In other words,
the belt color is there because it is the most efficient way to communicate
information that frequently needs to be communicated. There are other
ways to communicate the information: a quick discussion, or just starting
to train and getting a feel for it - but the colored belt system is
more efficient, since it communicates the information instantly, silently,
and from across the room.
If I had a very
low-traffic dojo - for instance if I lived in a rural commune and only
taught the people who lived there, then I wouldn't bother with colored
belts. To an aikidoka, it should never be a question of "What is
the one right way to do it?" - it should always be a question of
"What is the way that will be most conducive to grace and harmony
in the present time and place, under the present conditions, for this
particular group of people?"
As to my preference
against hierarchy: The students in my dojo do not use belt color as
the basis for an oppressive hierarchal pecking order, because they're
good aikidoka, and good aikidoka don't behave that way. By the same
token, if they were a bunch of fascists instead of good aikidoka, then
eliminating belt color wouldn't deter them from establishing an oppressive
hierarchal pecking order - they'd find some way to do it, just as convicts
and junior high school students manage to do it even if they're all
forced to dress identically.
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"Has
it ever occurred to you that I might be right about something?"
-
Cogito, 1989

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